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Dear Jewel,
I love you
You love me
Patty we were a wanna be happy family
until one day
I saw Jewel Kilcher Gen 2:23 May 23 how ironic
on MTV
Now I'm always
crazy
Faith sitting on Pepper
Soul mate of Mine |
Our
spirits are supernovas of love God
music and nature form its core We
flow through time like doves A
tree of knowledge is our horror Our
heavenly father knows you’re like a songbird second to none In
my thoughts you are a river, which flows in my arteries of mud We
failed utopia you and I Christ
our debt to you is high You
are rolling hills and deep valleys Your
mind is a sea of endless tides Your
heart is a flame that no galaxy can tame Our
noses are the same Your
musky scent I know Your
image haunts me so Its you I could not let go Now
the world suffers in row I
know your tummy The
light on you in a kitchen You sleep deep You float between worlds |
You think best in a garden The
vegetables are surreal in your hands You’re
a living melody A
lady, which stabs my heart completely Don’t
forget our duty Give
Christ the glory Guide
souls to the lord When
we embrace its our story Crimson
cloud Vapor
daisy Limbs
of oak My
dark wing Disguised
as light Which
is aurora No
rest for me cause I’m in constant flight Iridescent
spiral What
can I do? Except
grow old Without you
Your
first from my soul Your
first from my bones You
the first woman Fill
my void with words |
Peppered Horse
Trusty
confidant
We galloped
valiantly via moonlight
Curious
creature like a savant
Our fight was
bright
Upon sacred
earthly grounds
We wept by
misty night
You lifted me
while licking my tears
As you endured
all my tortured years
As you endured
all my tortured years
As you endured all my tortured years
Lancelot outside of Glastonbury
Shush silence
Shush silence
Streamed wings dare
We both know
Fresh pilots out there
Steely gray shimmer
Lolly pop and cool lemonade
Her duty comforts
and places hearts in bellies like a serande
Base issue anew
foundation I found her
I always told her
I would go Alaskan
Her travel lodge
Where is my in-flight manual
She will have to find my wings
Cause I'm sooooo
Lonely
Lonely
Lonely
Lonely
Does she know that I take lithium
Sometimes
They prescribe this
As a rope around my spirit
After all when I'm with
Her words
My sanity is back
She left to jfk now I'm wac
Jewel has my football Uniform
Knights missing metal
She puts Band-Aids on it
when I listen to wild horse
oh her tote bag
Open your purse
Buy me a horse
I will tickle your white belly
Jewel has my football Uniform
Knights missing metal
She puts Band-Aids on it
when I listen to wild horse
And no touch
Where is she now and why?
I lament with a sigh
Shield me from the past
So I don’t cry
I struggle
Through this huddle
Voices penetrate too reverberate
Sometimes not so subtle
Rhythms in the sea
Waves on the sand so free
Minds wander seeking adventure in times cage
The spirits call by windy intimacies
Clad heart of many
Joy buried there
This sorrow is not constant despair
My father, why after the rapture do we have to part?
Race me down
I’m an airport galaxy clown
I just want to fly away
I just want to fly away
Ok!
Her dancing sway on that stage
Does she know that I’m captured by her words?
Wow that spirit in that body of holy water
I need her hugs
Nice talks without all these thugs
Does she know, I hug my pillows and pretend its Faith?
I’m trapped by this world now
What will happen to me without her touch?
This waiting
This waiting
Will it drive me mad?
This waiting
This waiting
And no touch
Phony Offerings
It tastes like visa
These rodeos and men act real
So many gangs and little
circles
Where is my identity?
Hollywood and your
In
Until your beauty wears
Thin
You are in the wolves’
den
A banquet of light as if a
tasty morsel
That’s reflected from
others
Pin pointy orbs vacant of
care
Little Buttercup
You in their chessboard of
lies
A conspired setup
Don’t fall or follow
their despair
Just be aware
The heart of a demonic
network
You in their glare
Thats why you tune out and
stare
New Age cheese
Parapsychology squeeze
Serpents at your heal
Your soul is not theirs to
steal
Here is a treasure hunt for you below Nazarene College
Eden
Walk
Listen while nature talks
Alone total sorrow of no home
So I skip a stone
Gardenias
Blue roses subtle temptress
These marigolds orient’s the Devil
Tipped green grass of humid flowing whispers smell of love
From the outskirts a lion roars
The screech of a hawk while is soars
Leaves rustle to and fro by a tender willow
A fat beaver gnaws its wooden chores
In paradise gloom is found
My lady was not around
Lush vegetation a violet scented musk garden
Lay me on the ground
Overcome and tired
I fell in the mire
Lay me down to rest
I dreamed I fought dried bones on fire
Oh how I fought the trees
I fell out of an Oak, because of a breeze
Eucalyptus bruised my rib
As Apple trees cut my feet by its leaves
Serpent beguiled me
Coiled speaking I was God such blasphemy
Lizards said the sun was my power
Toads stood on mushrooms chanting kill birds and secrets are yours
Black, Red, Green, Yellow, Blue, White too
Waters oozing arteries pumped, while veins became spent
A crack like a limb
She Eve hewn out of me!
| Dear ladies of the Lake, As I walked through gray sky's my brother took down the lies. When ever I feel lost they come to my rescue in the nic of time. My brothers have mastered the Zoro arts far greater than I. Please have faith in God for in him anything is possible. I love my father in heaven. Have no fear brave ladies. We are going to vanquish the enemy of the Christian faith any nanosecond. My 15 Sarahs and 6 water girls adds up to a awesome Corona in Barcelona. Can I dance like my brother the panther because I'm just tiger. I'm a little lamb, and I have black hair. While I fly like a rocket can dover hack it. Roger 9er tac tac tac explosion!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Going down Sir send in the Mustangs shit going down!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!fuck I'm heading for Amsterdam. HIde out sir your private Ryan. The scorps are coming to rip open San Diego Tom. Thanks I blend. The Green dragon used his foul pride to pervert a clean game of chess. His rook hid an abuser of the inquistion. the b in the a was an inside job of java. CAn Ann Rand find God? I hope so! Ann Frank I sense your pain. The SS found me doing the slight of hand 7 gold cougaran. Sexy 15 when your Sixteen I be your lion divine. Fuck off mutherfuckers yeah yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yeah after I hewn it down. Have a smoke and beer you shot down 50 queer. Vampires and Bats we must say spitfire from there traps. Zena, Gabriel, Calisto, Miranda, Lucy, Jewel burn me with 5second tatoo as OBONE dies killing the father of all lies. Yakuza now I like ben and Zack. The 9 will have more coal they are ghosts. I broke free and then Java gang tried to control me and wanted me to rob BofA. In my anger I took on the Clintonian Generals in a game of make believe fantasy war. The presidents men won 3 games and I won one. More battles are soon to follow in the future. We have to hold up old glory 13 stars of freedom. I love the USA. |
Legend was Conceived
spitfire2
Sad Twain
"What is present in spirit manifests itself in life"
I’ll
Tell You How Its Going To Be:
Lover
of Mine
If
you have a hammer
Come
and build a fine home
Sweat
is the heart
Of
a real abode
I
see three sons
I
see two girls
This
place off Ladera
And
I don’t know if that street will be there
What
I’m sure of is you will have a sound stage
You
will have plenty of time for bare feet
Beyond
is the ocean
Canvas
Eucalyptus too
Walks
and I’m your companion
Playful
humor that’s dry
A
golden lab too
Cause
I’m your man
Lover
in hand
I’ll
teach you, lead you and what you should already know
I’ll
never leave
Cause
I’ll always
Love
You
 |
A spark
In the
Park
Vines & Hearts
We shall
Never
Part
| $ Spirits of Sin $
The black cat Of total decay
Runs rampant Into disarray
Chaos and melancholy Not so Honorary
While making love Without your soulmate Your twain dove |
Dear Jewel,
I became lost in the enchanted forest of O.B. tonight. I played a wonderful game of chess with Liz at Jungle Java. I don't Jungle Java thought, because its like Captain Bly ship, you know the one over at the Youth Hostle. We blue Beard Karen O'Neil is swinging some flint on it for a full broadside. Jewel can you broadside Bofa from Java Joes please! I manage to hopefully get Sach out of trouble from the police. I met three celtic ladies at Winsonts and plaed some Medieval chess at Winstons. Sandy was down so I had to cheer her up! Me and Jimmy smoked some maryjane. I love arden, Patty Hogan, Bridgett, Tara, Hatherly, Amy, Lauren and Delila. Arden is like Zena while Patty is like Sophia. Lestat is bummed. Lestat is the ghost resdent in our bottom fireplace. He walks into Ardens room to give her nightmares. Marla stopped by here and is facinated with the place. Universe, Milky Way Center and Sun!
A Journey Into Manic Depression
July
The walls were deep cold
concrete of deathly white. A steel door with
a small square window at my feet was shut, leaving me in a concrete room devoid of
humanity. I could here my neighbor screaming
and hitting her door. Chaos spiraled out of
control in every direction with my mind racing through atoms compressing me into a black
hole. Many thoughts left me to hellish demons
and that I was Satan. I reached
out for help, but my hand was shackled to the bed. Was
I to stay in this condition for a thousand years? Delusions
of lions would circle the altar that I was tied to in the center of my dungeon. Any moment gnashing teeth could devour me. My face in the pillow as I choked on my vomit from
an overdose of tranquilizers, this was my fate. What
led me to this madness? Two weeks ago I was
on the beach believing I was about to enter heaven. Yesterday
I fought with the Nazis in this room. They
sent in ten troopers to shoot me up with there vile drugs.
A month before this I was deciphering encoded messages sent to me from God
via MTV.
A person with bipolar disorder experiences this.
I realize now that these voices are angelic and that I don’t know how to
control it. I like being tone deaf yet I
enjoy the connection to my soulmate yet I prefer face-to-face conversation instead of
radar love.
